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| Sunday, November 22, 2009 |
On the other hand, my dear Chik Chik seems to be getting old. She eats less and less and does not seem as excited as before though she still bites the grills. I'm feeling a little sad looking at her like this. If she was four months old when I first got her, I think she's coming to a year old now. She's such a sweet and neat creature. Her food never gets thrown around like the messy Lightning Bai. She nibbles and licks me unlike the Lighning Bai who bites me hard. She's real sweet and very lovable...the one that attracts all the attention whenever there are visitors to my place. Lightning Bai just scares people away...lol. Chik Chik...promise me you will grow up healthy and well okay? |
| allie ♥ 10:51 PM |
| Thursday, November 19, 2009 |
I guess the letting out will only end when I'm completely over it. Oh well.....life goes on.....busy busy busy! |
| allie ♥ 1:09 PM |
| Wednesday, November 18, 2009 |
As much as I know what I want now, do you know the complex feelings I feel? Do you know I wanna keep the book just because I don't wanna listen anymore? Do you? No. Time to study. |
| allie ♥ 10:24 PM |
I don't know how to put it into an envelope and mail....I don't remember the address and don't wish to remember it. Maybe put stamp on the envelope and it will bring it to the desired place? I may try that... Good luck. |
| allie ♥ 11:08 AM |
| Sunday, November 15, 2009 |
Now that he's gone, the feeling's different. If one day my hamsters go, would I get new ones? Perhaps...perhaps not. Until I have a new love, I think that's not going to happen. Some things are meant to be kept as memories...others are meant to be kept by my side. I don't know what I'm going to do, or what will happen. I only know that there's really nothing to worry about. Deleted. Next, throw. |
| allie ♥ 11:01 PM |
| Friday, November 13, 2009 |
I dunno whether to laugh or cry when I read them. It's interesting how people can be pushed up to first place so suddenly. Whatever, I don't wish to care. Neither does it bother me. He doesn't deserve me, neither do I want him anymore. So please, stop asking that stupid girl to tell me things. Ridiculous. You and her together make the perfect team and I wish you both outta my life. Bye. |
| allie ♥ 11:23 PM |
| Sunday, November 08, 2009 |
I would be very happy being left alone. Biggest mistake and misjudgement ever made. Period. |
| allie ♥ 11:39 AM |
| Friday, November 06, 2009 |
As much as I can stop myself from thinking, I can't stop myself from feeling. Now every setback brings me to tears, breaking me down... Just like today. And once it tears, it never stops...until a brand new day starts. People walked in and out, no one noticed, no one cared. I just wish to let it all out...everything...now... |
| allie ♥ 8:50 PM |
| Wednesday, November 04, 2009 |
Just like how he promised, but never materialised. Just like how forever became transient. Just like how words are simply...words.... I immersed myself in work so that I won't have the time to think otherwise... Savouring the last few moments...slowly, but surely... I will live... And this cake, will never fulfill the purpose it was made to do...  |
| allie ♥ 11:58 PM |
| Monday, November 02, 2009 |
Though I know it's good...for me... Still, it hurts. Can you imagine, if the closest person to you did this to you? Doing everything they can to keep you out? As much as I don't want in anymore, it still hurts. More pain, more sadness...lol... If only someone knows how I feel right now... |
| allie ♥ 9:52 PM |
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