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| Friday, October 26, 2007 |
 This is the prettiest flowers i've received....thought i'd share this here. It's all pink...even the shade of pink is the pretties i've seen. Looking at all these with a heavy heart...cos somehow it didn't come at the right time. Recently, two people told me "be strong, just like you always are". This set me into thinking really....am i strong? To me...i'm not....i'm probably the most emotionally weak person i know of...just that i put up a strong front in front of others. To the two of you: "I'm not strong. Just because i 'seem' to know what i want doesn't mean i really know it. I can't handle everything by myself either...i still need a shoulder to lean on...a voice of wisdom to tell me what to do at times..." I just wanna be a little girl...be doted on, pampered, and have decisions (some) made for me as well. Always being the 'strong' one is extremely tiring......i wish someone can make me think, consider and challenge me instead of taking my assertiveness for granted. Received a couple of positive comments from colleagues and bosses....i'm glad. I haven't been performing my best these days really....too distracted and tired from everything that has been going on....to me...work has suffered....I just hope that it hasn't been too obvious to the people who matter.... |
| allie ♥ 9:51 PM |
| Wednesday, October 24, 2007 |
been really really busy with work lately...an event tomorrow, another event next week....gotta be kept busy throughout till november.... had a good outing with miss alanna yesterday...talked about our jobs, colleagues, bosses, pay, work environment etc...made me think alot more about my current situation....will have to consider some stuff and try to decide on my future directions.... sooo many things to consider....gotta readjust my previous goals too.....need to put some major changes in place soon.... |
| allie ♥ 11:30 PM |
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