Life sux....i cant seem to overemphasize this. Don't get me wrong...I do like the things I'm involved in right now...cos I like organising events and all...it makes me happy and there's lots of things I can learn. The thing I don't like, is all the politics, backstabbing, sarcasm and stuff that I've been experiencing. Knowing me, I would be affected by all this. But somehow, I don't seem to care anymore. There seems to be a veil, a shield, separating me from all that's happening around me. I can't seem to feel anymore. I'm immune, emotionless, and drained from putting in all my energy into what I'm doing.
I don't like this, I really don't. I just wanna be a plain, simple girl, leading my plain simple life. And by shutting out the rest of the world, I can achieve that. I'm just like a programmed robot now....switching between emotions and reactions as and when I like and when the occassion requires. This doesn't sound like a life, does it. Welcome to the Cruel world of politics. |
