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| Tuesday, October 19, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': ???...~* After a long hiatus from my dear butterfly blog...i'm back!! haha...for a few seconds......my dearest teddybear just made me look all over my room for the anniversary present.............pengzzzzzz...........and i realli looked ALL OVER. As in...in my cupboard...under my bed.......in between my books.............among my clothes etc.....yes.....it was bad......and the only place i didnt bother to look..............was the place the treasure was hidden. Haha.......smart little teddy bear........little teddy bear is no longer little........growing fat liaozzz...haha...but still little at heart. Finally found my little pressie dat dearie has left........left me sweating after a bath.........but it was worth it=) Allie's gonna disappear again.............still doing projects.......havent studied yet.......never post on discussion boards....never go for quiz.....Allie is soooooooo screwed up this time........oh ya.......and Allie havent studied. Allie is done for......there goes all her mum and dad's hopes on her. Well.....enjoy it before your life ends Allie......when your results are released....haha.....so there goes......... |
| allie ♥ 9:37 PM |
| Tuesday, October 05, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': SaD...~* The exams are round the corner again. So much work to do.......8 projects to complete...and i have absolutely no idea how to fit in my study schedule. Sighzzz.......=( Darling's seems to have less time for me these days..........wonder if its because he's studying.......but why do i feel sad......it seems like its more than just the studying that is taking up his time. Maybe i just think too much.......... I always hated this time of the year....feeling overwhelmed, lethargic, and stressed all the time.........feel like going shopping to relieve all the stress but too bad...........im broke.................=(. Is there any other way besides shopping? I'm still searching for that.....haha...... I've been having realli weird dreams lately......so weird that i realli cant explain.......and i have no idea how to explain. And everytime i fall asleep........the episode continues....it's like a drama series.......it just goes on and on.......story unfolds.........but the plot is so bizarre that i just realli cannot vocalise it.....i wonder if it means something.............. Hall Talentime is today....they asked me to take part....haha...what a joke. Well well........it's not that i sing that badly...but because im just not a stage kinda person........no stage presence and have no idea how to act on stage. Wanted to join for fun.......cos this kinda competition always seem fun.....but decided against it cos they asked me so last minute. Only asked me on Sunday night when the event is today?!? Sighzzz....no time to choose song.......find the minus 1 version and to practice......and i dun want to flop on stage! Might be a good thing.........cos i love watching such competitions as well......wonder what can i expect tonight....hee...... I seem to get more and more withdrawn as days go by.....in the sense that i dont bother to socialise anymore. Sighz.....what is wrong with me...? I seem to be contented to stay in my room, in my own little world, and do my own things. I dont bother to go out with friends.......or talk to people anymore.....why? Sighzzz.......i miss my friends..............everyone......and the days we used to go out and laugh and crap and enjoy ourselves. I miss those days........and the KTV sessions i used to have. I seem to be so engrossed in the stuff im doing that i totally neglected my social life.....sighzzzzzzzzzzz......................sooo saddddd.............=(. And i miss family life too..................haven been home in two weeks....yes again.............and i miss everyone at home........sooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaadddddddddd................ |
| allie ♥ 1:41 PM |
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