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| Tuesday, June 29, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': bOrEd...~*
Sigh.............he's gone.......off to new zealand....left me all alone here....sighzzzz. Very bored....luckily my mummy is on leave....so go out with her lo. Havin training later....but not exactly feeling too well to go...having a throbbing headache now. But realli dun feel like staying at home....miss him alot......his stuff is here.....his pillow....plus his little bubble hammer....which i suspect that he purposely left it here....god knows for what...haha..... Well....he did sms me like....a lot of times a day to tell me what he's doing...and that he misses me too and all.....kinda sweet. Sigh.......i want a holiday......realli badly......anywhere will do....i need to get out of this place for a few days......sighhhh..... Dont feel like going for CS camp...cos i feel lazy. Plus i might be working....depending on whether i can psych myself up to go for the interview tomorrow morning. I realli need the money.......and if i go that means i cant go for CS FOC. But i have to give up one FOC....either the CS one or the hall one.....and the hall FOC is out of question...so i guess that will have to be the CS one....Marcus will kill me.....haha......sighhhhhh....see how things go lo... Just read my boi's blog....dunno whether he knows im reading anot...guess he does....if he does...he didnt show it lo......didnt know that a gift for him can make him sooooooo happy....maybe i shud do that more often =P. And he was thinking of getting realli nice stuff for me from NZ.......should not say what....cos i have a feeling that wun happen...haha...kinda bad of me...but yeah. He's realli sweet.....sigh.....have been throwing tantrums lately....poor him...gotta put up with all that......and he didnt complain. Feeling moody la.....and dun feel like being nice lo....so.....i guess thats how it happens. He's gonna be back next monday....looks like a long way to go....can do loads of things during this time....... and got loads of things to do when he comes back too.....not much left of the holidays....will hafta make the most of that. |
| allie ♥ 3:13 PM |
| Monday, June 21, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': sHocKeD...~*
Went to bed yesterday at halftime of the portugal vs spain match......too tired already...sighzzz. Actually.....i thought Spain would win the match....but during the match...Portugal played realli well....think it was becos it was their only chance of survival in the competition. Before the matc started...i was pretty sure that Spain would win the match...and thought that it Portugal had won....i would start to believe that match fixing does exist.....and i went to sleep happily thinking that Spain would at least draw. But little do i expect to see a 1-0 scoreline to Portugal when i woke up this morning....sigh....=(. This sorta realli made me start to believe the dark side of soccer....though i still wonder it exists. Anyway...i was thinking that they wouldnt kick the host country out of competition just like that.....cos they would probably lose some crowd and all....and it doesnt make much sense for the home fans to support the competition anymore.....thats why the host country usually will go pretty far in the competition. Sigh..........didnt expect Portugal to win...and still pretty shocked that they've won....but from what ive seen...they were the more attacking side yesterday while Spain was just sitting pretty at the back...waiting to soak up the pressure. Oh well....the ball is round right.....or maybe...the ball is black as Weiren has said??? Hmmmmmm....... Holland vs Czech's results was also a surprise....now Holland might face elimination in the competition. I used to support holland so much that it was my second favourite team to england....but not anymore....because the players i used to like are no longer there. But still....i expect them to triumph over the Czechs...or at least draw. But sigh.......disappointed in them. And i saw the look on Van Nisterooy's face after the match....the look of disbelief.....utter disappointment......sheer disgust........=(. And Italy......only have themselves to blame i have to say...drew with sweden when they could have finished off at least a few of their numerous chances. Especially Vieri.....who cant even finish properly when he is so highly rated as a striker. Now they are facing elimination too.... as for my dearest England...along with my dearest Gerrard...Lampard....Terry and gang.....hope the results go their way tonight......dont know how it would be if they were to end their run tonight....dun wish for that certainly. Hope they at least get good result against the Croats. Or else i would have to find a second favourite team again....which is likely to be France......no more Spain since Spain is out...sigh...no Morientes....uh.....maybe Denmark??? Nah....or maybe Sweden? hmmm....maybe Germany......aiya...wait and see la....my England will stay in the competition la...hopefully. Euro is heating up...getting realli exciting....but some of my fav teams are getting kicked out...sighhhhhhhhh.......Holland...sighhhhhhh....... 1 and a half months more....well....dun bother to count exactly.......to the Olympics!!! So excited.......can see my dearest Ian in action again....after sooooo long. Cant wait for that too...but before that ....sch has to start first...sigh...my timetable is soooooo screwed....dun like whatever im taking at the moment. Irritated......nevermind.......will try again during add drop i guess.....got more important things to worry about now...(is there? or am i just escaping from it....sighh).... |
| allie ♥ 10:51 AM |
| Saturday, June 19, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': hOt...~*
He sent me home today....but didnt see me up.....=(. Sigh....it's ok la....but somehow feeling a little sad. Slept thru my day.....never realli do much. Hoping that i can go somewhere later before i catch my soccer. I think i'm evolving into a bad seller on auctions.....cos my stuff are usually at home while im in hall....so i often send things out pretty late....sigh.....need to start being a good seller liaoz. It's a realli hot day...nothing much to do....and i wanna go to the library and borrow a few good books to read before monday when i embark on my job searching journey. Dun realli feel like doing it but realli need that $$......hmmmmm. Dont know how to describe what im feeling now.......a little down.....a little lethargic..........bored................lost...........well...whatever la... |
| allie ♥ 7:40 PM |
| Friday, June 18, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': tIrEd...~*
"When was the last time you wrote in your journal? Take a moment to get in touch with your own romantic side, instead of worrying about your sweetie's." That was what my horoscope said today. Didnt check my horoscope for some time already. And today's seem pretty true. Oh well...... Was pissed with him yesterday....cos he pangseh me. Promised me that he would go to holland v to watch the swiss vs england match with me....but sent yx back to camp instead and came back late. Damn irritated. Cos that match was realli important to me and yet he didnt treat it seriously. He also didnt keep his promise of going to holland v with me to watch the match. Pissed. Then in the end i walked off in a huff to hall 9 to watch....but the SCV did not carry that particular channel....idiot. Went back to his room to check for the malaysian channel which is showing the match...found it but the reception was damn terrible....had to live with that thruout the match. Was so pissed that thruout the whole walk to and fro hall 9....he was following behind me. I walked damn fast la....and ignored him totally. Sigh....was pretty upset that he didnt say a single word thruout the whole walk....until i asked him why he didnt say anything. Cried because of that too./....not realli sure why....but think it's because he didnt keep his promise....and that the match was realli important to me and he didnt realise that. Sighhhhhhhhzzzzz............couldnt realli cool down after that.....was realli angry all the way till sleep time..... And today i got pissed at him again....partly becos i wasnt realli appeased for yesterday's incident....and partly becos of my dissatisfaction with the way he handled things. But towards the end of the day....it was his turn to be pissed at me. He was irritated....and sort of fuming at how i asked him to think of the route back to NTU...then told him to stop thinking about it. I told him to think becos i thought that it might be possible to send a fren of mine back home first before heading back home. But he was taking so long to do that my fren would have gone into the train station before he thought of it. He said that she might not have reached the train station but im pretty sure that she already did lo. And so he was pretty irritated. But then again...so was i......cos he had no reason to be and i had a point too. He drove off....then dunno why made a detour back to the carpark....stopped and told me that i should have told him earlier if i wanted him to send my fren back. But i told him i did......i asked him quite some time ago.....just that he didnt give me an answer. He seemed to realise his mistake....then said he was ok. Oh well.....i realli didnt do anything wrong...at least that was how i felt la.......i mean.......i did give him time to think....just that he din give me an answer.... Oh well....it was a bad day for us.....but things should be fine la......hopefully... |
| allie ♥ 11:41 PM |
| Friday, June 11, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': bOrEd...~*
well well...it is realli tiring....doing surveys on the street. Only worked for about....say three and a half hours and i'm dead beat. Sigh.....talking is tough...and continuously for three hours straight is even worse. And trying to get people to help you with a simple 5 minute survey is like....wanting to take their life lidat. Cant people just be more helpful and spare a few minutes of their insignificant and meaningless life with a meaningful survey which helps a company find out more about how effective their ads are.....haha.....i know i sound kinda spoilt...wanting people to give their time for me...but...oh well......tough ma...=P. Hopefully the next day will be better. It is pretty good money though. Sighzz....wanted to go for the john little interview today...but because of the client coming to monitor my survey progress...i cant go...arggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh....irritated. I could have gotten that job as well...that means more money as well....sigh......money flew away from me...gotta look for another job already i guess. Money is difficult to come by...seems like i've been talking about money quite alot recently.....well.....just realised how important it is and how difficult it is to come by as well. Didnt go shopping at all during GSS...so untypical me....hiakz.....yeah...but gotta control. Gotta go for banner painting for the next few days....dat means i cant go home...sighz.....misss home again... |
| allie ♥ 10:22 PM |
| Wednesday, June 09, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': gOoD......~*
Woweee....it has been AGES since i last updated my blog! Argggggggghhh....have been damn busy thats why. Started working at the Motherhood exhibition at the Singapore Expo last tuesday all the way until Sunday. And that's from morning till night....sighzzz....damn tiring. But the money's good...almost like 8 per hour. And plus i saved quite some money during the working days...so its good! Finally some money is coming in for me....cos i'm going like...realli broke lo. Need to get another job soon too........need to start looking again. Saw al kinds of people at Expo.....it's pretty interesting haveing this kinda jobs where you get to meet people. I like meeting different types of people....haha...and i ended up crapping to quite a few of them too. Job was tiring....but it was pretty fun....with people of the same age around you and also crappy people who realli spiced up my time there....hee. Had to promote motherhood magazine....using incentives such as goodie bags and lucky dips. It wasnt that difficult but i do feel that i'm not meant to do sales....cos i can be pretty unlucky when it comes to getting sales. Except for the last day when i was super on form and did like 9 sales within 3 hours....when the normal rate was like 2 by the end of 3 hours...hiakz. Today went for the job training...didnt like the job cos they had to do sales....again....which i was already very sick of...after talking non stop for 5 consecutive at the motherhood exhibition. Good thing is bisheng said he had a lobang....may have a job for us next week! Hopefully everything works out.....=). Been spending quite a lot of time with him....hmmm...duno whether it's a good or bad thing.....cos that's what happens during the initial period of a relationship....and after that u might see each other less and less. Well......i guess it's all part of the process.......but i do think absence makes the heart fonder too.......sigh....conflicting lehz. Went shopping with Matt today. Forced him to cut hair today....and he looked so good after the haircut! Haha....but he can never reproduce that style again one......haha. Well...he realli ought to learn a thing or 2 about hair styling.....and he is just sooooooo lazy......lazy to do hair...lazy to dress nicely...and lazy to chase girls...haha. Well.......what to do....i do hope he finds a nice gal soon too....know that he wants one too. Oh well.......hopefully things goes his way lo. ZM didnt get back in hall. Sighzzzzzz....my dearest bro not around in hall....one less person to crap and talk to.....and no more late night soccer matches. Sighhhhhh...................=(. One of the few kakis i have in soccer and now hes not around. Oh well.....guess i'll have to watch soccer alone liao. Got my room in hall!!!! Block 8 centre room...so happy!!! Hehe....bigger room.....more space. i should start thinking about how to decorate and what to do about my new room...hee...so exciting. I think i realli ought to spend a little less money. Or else my money wont last me thruout the semester. Feel like getting something for him lehz.....hmmmm.........see how lor i guess........got an idea liao but dunno whether i shud or not. Well well........gotta start working on OMC stuff soon...sighzzz.......but i guess thats gotta be done sooner or later....oh ya...and YX's dance. Work work and more work..... |
| allie ♥ 7:14 PM |
| Tuesday, June 01, 2004 |
*~...fEeLiN': dRaInEd...~*
Spent a whole day at his house yesterday...long long time....very tired now. After that went to KTV with the usual gang...haha.....again yes. But i was realli realli slack yesterday cos i was dead beat. So mostly sad and listen to our beloved Matt sing....which is wonderful by the way. Especially the ukulele songs....i love it man. It's like having a live concert. Didnt realli feel like putting in a lot of effort in singing yesterday...haha.. The interesting thing about yesterday was that YX went to watch movie with Denise!!!! I got a shock when i saw them. They came for KTV too...it was a bit weird for Denise....but then again...thats not the main point. the ppoint is...what are they doing watching movie together? Hmmmm....hee.........things are pretty ironic. He keep telling me he wont go for this type of girls...but then.....contrary to what he says...he shows up at a movie with her...alone...haha. And previously...they had pretty close experiences too...hee. though i dont think anything will come out of it...i love to gossip about that. But seriously....i am getting a realli bad impression on YX liao. Realli dun want that....since he's one of my better friends in hall too....sighz......but cant help it. hope it doesnt get any worse. Gotta work later...sighz......from today onwards it's looooooong hours for me. 1130 to 10 pm. There goes my week. The only consolation is the monetary rewards i am going to get at the end of it. Havent even gotten my DFS pay yet....sigh...what is taking them so long man. I am realli realli btoke right now....the money will definitely do me good man. Waiting and waiting for them to call me now...sighzzz. Luckily today's work shouldnt be too xiong....only packing goodie bags....tmr should bee worse.....sigh...tired tired tired.... |
| allie ♥ 11:06 AM |
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